Need a sad rant. Broke up with the bf because he decided he can’t afford to come travelling with me, even though he has had a year to know whether he could save up the money and decides to tell me when we just about to buy our flights. So I knew I was still going to go but without him and it just ended up that it means we wouldn’t stay together.
The thing that bugs me the most is its like he doesn’t care. He didn’t beg me to not leave, he didn’t cling on to a little more time together. He just lay there silent, and let me get dressed and walk out the door, crying my eyes out. Did I really mean that little to him that even when he’s about to lose me he can’t break out of his lazyness and finally fight for me? Or did he just do what he always does and know he has no chance and gave up?
Because if that was me, I would never give up. Not until they were on the plane leaving or told me I had no chance. I wouldn’t just accept it straight away, with no questions or things to say. How can after 2 years you just let someone walk away from you?
Im not even saying if he had fought that he would have kept me, so maybe I shouldnt wish for that, but I just really didn’ expect him to say nothing! It broke my heart!
